PoEMS

you knew

2005-07-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

do you know how i feel right now?
you said you do
but now you don't
i'm tired of feeling
betrayed and hurt
and stabbed in the back
i'm tired of falling
and feeling angry all the time
why did this happen?
why can't you see,
what this is doing to me
you shoved me aside
like i was a piece of crap
you ignored me
you acted differently
and talked behind my back
you knew how i feel
yet you didn't gave time for my wounds to heal

[[ taken from poetictimes.com-- edited by me. ]]

losing a friend or more

2005-07-16T22:44:00.000-07:00

we used to be close
we used to be tight
and when you started to drift away
I willingly put up a fight

i never meant to lose you
and you never wanted to lose me, too
but deep inside we both knew
that there were things our friendship
could not go through

you got soaked up in different people
in the tide, you were over took
and we'd walk past each other
you'd give me that longing look

[[ taken from poetictimes.com--edited by me. ]]

you

2005-07-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

"you" is one of my favourite words
it holds so much meaning
to me, "you" means a friend
someone to run to when the world is too crazy for me
"you" is a definition of loyalty,
a person who is always there for me,
who helps me pick up the pieces of my life and go on.
"you", someone who makes me laugh until i cry,
although only moments before i would die
"you", a friend that prods me forward,
and keep me from looking back
"you", a great advise giver,
and always ready to lend a helping hand.
"you", a person I would like to thank from the bottom of my heart,
for everything yo've ever done.

[[ taken from poetictimes.com ]]

Try

2005-06-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

Try

you wake up every morning
breathe in a fresh new start
exhale all pst worries
and try to overcome everyday's obstacles with an open heart

each day filled with new regrets
it's impossible to get things right
even though there's a lot of stuff on your mind
but you try to make it all fine

you used to be strong
until the day everything went wrong
no matter how tough life can be
you still strive, try and carry on

My song-broken friendship?

2005-06-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

My song [[broken friendship?]]

she wanted to meet me
I said I was not ready
she asked me what has she done wrong
that's when I told her my song

I told her how she had left me
to go for the new
I told her how I felt
and I know the song is true

she twisted my song
started telling her point of view
she told me how I made her insignificant
but I know what she said was untrue

being humble, I said all this sh*t is nothing
I'm not angry, sad or anything
I think I've made a big mistake
she's taking advantage of this privilege

(( im not being self-centred. If you've got a problem with me, get me. ))if you can.

Just a girl

2005-06-26T18:30:00.000-07:00

Just a girl

I'm just a girl
simple yet complicated
my hair's full of curls
It kills when I'm hated

being called short is nothing new
It doesn't hurt or anything
I think being short is cool
I don't care--I just sing

being insignificant is what I'm used to
people change you know--they go for the new
geen is, wow, my colour
cats are what I love and treasure

I may look innocent
you may want to take that as an advantage
but you don't know the rest of me yet
I am who I am, not what you think I am

Perfect

2005-06-26T18:25:00.000-07:00

Perfect

do you remember how you used to smile,
when I tried to act silly?
do you remember the laughs we shared,
when I tried to showcase my "stupidity"?

where's all that noe?
all gone and dead?
why did our past end so quick?
was it something I said?

I'm sorry if I had done you wrong
forgive me if I've done you any harm
I'm sorry if silence has overpowered our song
It's just that, I can't be perfect

I've tried to make things right
I've tried to fix our friendship up
I'm sorry if it all falls apart
It's just that, I'm not perfect

Final trace of innocence

2005-06-26T15:40:00.000-07:00

Final trace of innocence

You treated me like dirt
You bombarded me with hurt
And I even thought our sweet memories would last
But it seems I'm caught in your web of lies

You thought you got me fooled
But hey, not this time, sister
Once you hit that limit
There's going to be a final trace of innocence

I'm the sort of person who bottles things up, you know
But when it's time to shed those angry tears
You better watch out
Because my evil twin would take over

backstabbing-friend or foe?

2005-06-26T15:36:00.000-07:00

Backstabbing-Friend or Foe?

Cool night isn't it?
Talk a little,sip a little
Thought things would turn out well
Ended up being in a perfect "hell"

I thought we were alright
Too bad I didn't see that knife you had
Being a victim of your lies
I was such an innocent fool in your eyes

You set me a trap
All that sweet talks, oh wow
Never could I imagine having such a nice friend
Yet a cruel foe at the same time

Destroy the best of me

2005-06-26T15:32:00.000-07:00

Destroy the best of me

All this while I've been a fool
Showering you with care and concern
Giving you hope and being helpful
But in the end, you played me like a game

You left unsaid
No letters, no wishes
I drenched myself with pity
Hoping you'd come back eventually

It's too late to say sorry
It's too late for everything
You brought out the best in me
Yet you destroy the best of me

If only

2005-06-26T00:40:00.000-07:00

If only

She sat there waiting
Realised that her world's crashing down
With a heart full of emotions
She was left there all alone

If only she had listened
If only she had cared
If only she had paid attention
She wouldn't have lost the love she had

She made a big mistake
Selfishness brought her whole life at stake
Cared only for herself
Now, she's full of self regrets

Love

2005-06-21T15:27:00.000-07:00

Love

Love is like a butterfly
The more you chase it,
the more it eludes you
But if you just let fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it

Love can make you happy
But often it hurts
But love's only special
when you give it to someone
who is really worth it

[[ this poem is not composed by me. a Friend sent it to me ]]

Friendship

2005-06-21T15:20:00.000-07:00

Friendship

Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework
and the incessant forwards
and the friendships and calls to each other complaining about crushes and BF/GF

Somewhere between phone calls to old friends
and the "I miss youS'', the "I love youS"
and the "what are you doing tonightS?"

and somewhere I learned that greetings from friends are the most important things
and that greeting your friends makes you feel better

But basically, I just learned that my friends, both old and new
besides my family,
are the most important people to me in the world
and without them, i wouldn't be whom I am today

[[ this poem is not composed by me. a Friend sent it to me ]]

Miserable bliss

2005-06-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

Miserable bliss

I sat back and thought
The memories,the flashbacks all fading away
I wanted to just drift away and rot
But your voice kept haunting me everyday

You showered me with with pain
You bombarded me with angst
You gave me hurt
All I need now is strength

I tried to get you out of my mind
But it seemed you didn't read those signs
I hoped for you to disappear
And not to cry me a river

I thought you were the one and only
But it turned out you only stung me like a bee
I thought you were my sweet embrance
I ended up with a miserable bliss

Mood swings-Misunderstood

2005-06-16T16:24:00.000-07:00

Mood swings-Misunderstood

I stayed up late yesterday
Shed tears in the dark-no one knows
Thought about the things I've done that day
All the regrets come and go

I was silent the whole day
But you didn't ask me if I was okay
All I needed to hear was a "how are you?"
Or simply "why are u dull today?"

I waited for you to ask me nicely
Instead all I got was shoutings and angry stares
Why was I having mood swings and acting cranky?
You didn't bother to ask,did you?

You jumped into conclusions
Shouted stuff that was untrue
I didn't bother to correct your mistakes
I just let you win and let it go

Friend

2005-06-16T16:18:00.000-07:00

Friend

Hey Friend
Do you remember those days
Full of sweet memories and craze
Full of laughter and joy
But now silence has taken over-why?

Hey Friend
Do you remember those times
When we got together and talked
The gossips,the problems we shared
Now it all seems dead

Hey Friend
Do you remember why you had to go
And leave me for the new
I know it's time for me to move on and keep low
But why do I have to be insignificant?

Hey Friend
Do you remember now
What we shared is gone somehow
I thought we' stick together,back to back
But then I realise
The frenship,the good times we had
You can have them back

Lies.Liar

2005-06-16T16:13:00.000-07:00

Lies.Liar.

People lie to get their way out of trouble
It seems like a perfect explanation
They're scared that others might burst their bubble
But when they're caught,they run

People lie to get what they want
They want everything,their way
They won't admit they lied once all is done
They won't let others have a say

gone

2005-06-15T22:40:00.000-07:00

GONE

I'm trapped in this crazy world
Full of big fake smiles and stupid lies
This reality seems so surreal
I thought there'd be no cries

I tried to call you
but you were so far away
I wanted you to save me
But you preferred to leave and go your own way

I waited for you to bring a fairytale my way
But you left,unnoticed
I tried to get you back
But you've already gone with the breeze